For the past few weeks i had been feeling down until these 2 days when i was about to recover,something else happen again.. Met with somethings that really broke my heart into pieces.1 of the thing which make me hard to accept is gal went for eye check up and was told that her eyes are facing with high power shortsighted of 275degree!Can you imagine how painful and miserable i feel?She's still so small yet having the need to wear a high degree specs.This cant be carry on as it might lead to blindness if the power keep increasing within short period,i dun want this to happen and i wont let it happen.
Another nightmare of mine...The one and only person that i can depend on,trust,respect,deeply love has actually make me so heartbroken till i felt as if is already end of the world..Tat person is my mum.In my eyes,she is a wonderful and noble mum who make sacrifice and provide her children with unconditional love.But at times when the security level is not there she will start to get panic hence negative thinking start to flood in her brain and it will lead to WAR.Indeed it is a painful war which i am going through coz when a person had make you leave down good impression and out of sudden it turn to a devil that start using nasty words against you it can be real hurt..painful.I just feel so helpless and no sense of direction to move on.I am so tired seem like no one can really let me rely on and share burdens..One problem after another,i wonder how long i can fight on..I know i just a burden to everyone.All i can do now is just depend on myself no matter what happen.
I always believe that "Everything happens for a reason"
**All i want is to feel happy,even if just a short period like few days or weeks i am contented enough.Plsss..Grant my wish for being totally problem free.
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