Wrong Step..

I fully understand once a person took the wrong step it might cause changes to the rest of the life..It might be better or worse..

As for me,most of the time i feel worse.Partly is because of myself partly is the people around me,i don't feel much of the blessing and assurance.Sometimes i really feel like running away,find a place and hide so that nobody can find me because i was thinking what's the point of me letting people know more about me but end up they look at me one kind,think of me differently,misunderstand me and i got to explain?After explaining that does not mean they could know how i am feel as they have not been in the situation that's why all they could be thinking is "Why are you so stupid?" "At the first place you should not let things to happen?" "Why don't let it end earlier?"...After all this shooting questions all i could think of is "IF" i know what is the consequences i wont chose this path,and can anyone predict their own future???Who wants all this to happen?!People like me tends to be more sensitive as we been through things which not suppose to be at my age and after all i am a woman..i did not failed on my duties or responsibilities towards my commitments,so i wont want anybody to look down on me,it will only make me feel unfair and hurt.Don't add salt to my wounds anymore.

*Don't ever use my past to judge or doubts my personality..I am Who i Am.