I'm trying...Trust me

It has been 3weeks plus..07Aug will be a month since i last step into the house,a place where i used to feel warmth,a place which i thought i could feel secure and not to worry a single bit about any acceptance in my life,a place which i can feel the sincerity but i was wrong..Till now,my heart does ache..I wonder how long it gonna last..It just felt so horrible,so miserable when i think about it..I just feel sad..